This day every year is hard for me. Our daughter Faith was suppose to be born on this day 3 years ago. Every year my heart aches and my arms long to hold her. Sometime I wonder to myself if it will ever get better. The Mother's Day after the miscarriage my husband gave me this. I wear it when I feel like I need a little extra help to get through the day. Like today.
I never thought that infertility would be apart of my life. Since I was little all I have ever wanted to be was a mom. I never thought that it would be so hard to make that a reality. Sometimes life does not turn out the way you want it to, but I just have to trust that there is a bigger picture that I can not see.
To those like me that ache for things lost, pray with me that things will get better and that when the time comes our hearts will heal and be whole.
